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Love and Setting goals…

Posted [16 February 2007, Friday] After class, pumunta ako kay Sir Tapia para ibigay ang mga CDs sa project. Ako kasi ang na-assign niya para magkolekta nun. Tapos pinapunta niya ako sa ComLab, at nakita ko doon ang mga project ng First Year…

Of course, the first thing I looked for was Art’s project. Kasi naman, the said project is about their autobiography. I know it’s bad to get things without permission, pero I can’t resist, eh. Scanning lang ang ginawa ko. Kasama ko pa nga si Da [carminda] nun, eh.

If my heart stays in Manila, Art’s stays in Cavite. This is the place he was born. On the other hand, I will forever be a Manilenya. Art has a lot of dreams and ambitions. Like the fact that he wants to become a chef in the near future and the fact that he wants to take up Fine Arts since he wants to enhance his passion for the arts. Or the fact that before he gets married, he would like first to have a house for himself and his future family, and save enough money to sustain them. Spoken by a true gentleman, diba? Sabi ni Da, madami daw kaming similarities…

I’ve never really thought of getting married, you know. But when I read Arts’ autobio, it struck me on how much I have been concentrating on the present while the person I like already has a goal set for himself. All I want right now is a good career as a Theatre Actress and Fictionist, but I’ve never really thought about what happens after that. From now on, I shall set a goal for the near future.

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I really like Art, you know. But I have no idea whether he likes me back. In my opinion, he’s currently mixed up with his own emotions [especially after the fiasco on him and Erika Preciado]. But then, he’s a loser kung hanggang ngayon nagpapa-apekto pa din siya dun. It’s been months already, [nung November pa iyon] and they never really ‘became’! I’m not saying he should go with me – pero, emo much?

Honestly speaking, I wonder what he thinks of me whenever he sees me or remembers me!

** Art, if you have come across my site and have a comment on this, ‘wag mo nang ilagay sa cbox/tagboard ko. Instead contact me sa email add ko… alekx_spectaculah@yahoo.com. Or tumawag ka sa bahay namin – if you have the guts!

** Art, bata ka pa [12 years old], love always has opportunities for the broken-hearted and the love-less. Tumingin-tingin ka lang diyan, at marami kang makikita. Lalu na dun sa babaeng bumibili ng French Fries sa canteen tuwing recess, para lang masilayan ka. You’ll never know maraming pwedeng mangyari. <3